hmm...today what happen ar? forget le..even if i remember also don't want talk about it..but went for tuition..i don't know what happen to me again...keep laughing..teacher just draw a car on the board then i look at it then laugh le..also don't know what's so funny...i just look at it and started daydreaming..lots of weird imaginations just came through my mind...then laugh le..but hor..whenever i start laughing the rest also will laugh...i also don't know why they laugh..don't know what they laughing about..but anyway, i just cannot stop laughing..then before that i drinking water half way then get choke eh...teacher suddenly say a joke then i get choke lo...haha..so funny...


hey...today not in a very good mood lo...feeling so...these few days so many things happen...irritating la..waste my precious time only..why should i care about such ridiculous thing la...you nothing better to do is it? nothing to do then go and sleep la...because of you i have not been in a very good mood these few days you know..and all those nonsense affect my studies too...shouldn't get involve...btw...knew my overall marks for english le...although above 70..but still quite disappointed with my marks..i can get higher!!!!! and i still lose to someone!!!!!! so angry...nvm...i sure can get the highest de...must have faith in myself...


hmm...went for tuition early in the morning..not very early actually..but to me..it is VERY early..cannot sleep late..quite sad..then today not in a very good mood..got up then not happy le..just like last night..went for tuition for the whole 1 and ahalf hour also never laugh..although teacher say joke but i just can't bring myself to laugh..it is obviously not myself!!!!! arh!!!! how i wish nothing happened..but i can't bring myself to think that way..then later he called..want to just tell him..but can't bring myself to say it out..so i just say nothing..hai...when can i be myself???nvm...i will just let the star lead my way...tell me what to do...and give me a solution..


hey..so sorry...very very long never post le..haha..quite busy with my exams and some irritating things and people...but finally exams are over!!!!! got back some papers..results are quite disappointing...especially english...didn't expect to get so low..but nvm..take that as a lesson..must study very hard le!!!!!! haha...then today went for tuition..haha...don't know why keep laughing for nothing..that time science class also like that..then when i laugh everybody look at me...haha...then they also laugh..got 1 boy keep laughing too...then told teacher that i keep laughing for nothing..teacher say i everytime also like that..haha...so funny...also don't why i laugh..got something wrong with me...hmm...i think that's all..