heyhey. ok. went to papaya's house bai nian. then after that wanted to go to her friend's house but after we crossed the overhead bridge, papaya forgot to bring her ez-link card then went back to her house. then she forgot to take her oranges. after that forgot to take her hp. aiyoyo. poor memory. then quite late already so decided not to go her friend's house. so we went to Iris's house. i like to go to her house. haha. and she can play the piano very well. so nice. haha. after that went to my house. then went back to papaya's house again. called many people. all also can't go their house. so in papaya's house almost fell asleep. her bed so comfortable. haha. then when i wanted to go home, it started to rain. borrowed an umbrella from papaya then took bus home. late for tuition. nvm. then at night felt very sick. got fever, sore throat, runny nose. aiyoyo. very sick la. then at night msging half way, phone suddenly spoil. stupid lo. so please don't msg or call me. okok. i got tests on monday. hope can get well by tomorrow. if not, how am i going to concentrate for my tests ?? and intend to go out on monday. guess have to postpone that. so sorry. okok. wanted to study today but i don't think i can. sure to do badly for monday's tests. all right. i shall stop here. bye...


heyhey. these few days still quite ok. except for some irritating things. yesterday went for floorball training. didn't manage to help mattius give his letter to mr wilbert. so sorry. then train until whole body ache. so tired today. gastric pain then when reached home, fall asleep. after awhile mum called me up cause need go for tuition. went for tuition with my eyes half closed and half opened. late for tuition. then so sleepy in tuition. almost fell asleep. but still quite fun la. funny. ok. i finally made a decision. hope it's the right one. anyway, i can only say, "you can find someone better". all right.now having gastric pain. so i shall stop here. bye.


heyhey.today was fun. the performance was awesome! great! especially the martial arts. choir too. they sang very well. and i like the song. and very funny lo. those boys behind so funny. haha. kept laughing non-stop in the hall. and kept msging someone too. the DM keep standing at the side. so scary. but the performance was cool la. finally got the chinese new year the feeling. haha. then went back yumin. missed the food there. haha. of course the teachers also la. at first quite fun la.but after that........ok. let's not talk about that. went home at about 4+ ba. and for the floorball thingy i think the teacher made a mistake la. about regine de. so she trying again. hope can get in ba. ok. i think that's all. struggling with my homeworks. alot of homework for the weekends lo. i'll try to finish all by tomorrow. so can enjoy chinese new year. if not must bring the homework along to bai nian. haha. just kidding. ok.bye.


heyhey.in the morning saw geralyn on the bus again. haha. today was fun. in class kept laughing non-stop. haha. i love 1B! did compo in chinese class. then recess and lessons again. art teacher didn't come so whole class went library. talked talked and talked. talked until when whole class left le we still talking. luckily wasn't late. in class no teacher then talked talked and talked again. omg. he is taurus! amazing. haha. ok. had the maths quiz. not bad. then got the target setting. after school went back home straight away. guai right. haha. went mac to meet rifqi. rushing to do finish my home econs homework. ok. i think that's all. bye.


heyhey. today i in class keep laughing.haha. so funny. then after sch got maths test. after test got EL thingy. played game. after that need go for the thingy. the stupid ball hit my stomach. so pain. then the girl never even say sorry. irritating. nvm. so tired. then went somewhere. reached home at about 7+ then go simei buy things with my sis and mum. don't have my favourite sweet. haha. ok. reached home at about 9? 9pm still haven't eat dinner. so hungry. my sis baking cake. looked weird. but still ok la. did my homework. luckily only got 1. ok. gonna sleep soon. bye.


heyhey. ok. let's talk about yesterday. went for the trial for one of the ccas. not gonna say which cca. then the thingy keep hitting my leg. played until 4+ then went home. so tired. waited for the bus for so long. when the bus came, also can't sit down. so crowded. then went home realised that i got 2 blue black. so fast have le meh. weird. very pain lo. waiting for the results. hope that regine and i can get in together.
ok. let's talk about today. end sch at 12.15pm. then 12.30pm need go music room. so rush. was fun. after that thingy, wanted to find Mr Wilbert Tan but he was busy so regine and i don't dare to disturb him. ok. then saw those netballers playing and clare, regine and iris trying out for the trial. so decided to join them. those netballers keep asking me and regine to join so we decided to go try out. kept shooting the ball. got in for a few times only. then before the trial thingy end, we went home already. haha. didn't want to join. because we already have a cca in mind=) was real tired today. luckily in the bus got place to sit. hands need carry so many things somemore. then my dressing looked weird. just my pe t-shirt and a fbt shorts. the shirt was very long then like never wear shorts. haha. reached home quickly do finish my tuition homework then went for tuition. ok. very very tired. gonna sleep soon. bye.


heyhey. almost missed my bus this morning. then in the bus i saw geralyn.need to wear tie to sch but i in sch then wear. got lessons and so on la. had assembly at 12.45pm. my class is the last class to go to the hall. quite embarrassing while walking into the hall. then after sch went for lunch with alicia, clare and regine. went back sch again for the cca thingy. then the thing end at 4+. waited for bus 14 for so long. then after that also waited very long for bus 9. got alot of people lo. after alighting the bus, went to buy drink and some files. reached home at about 5.45pm. so tired. was a long day. went for dinner. my father ordered a weird thing. he say is called don't know what prawn la. but it doesn't look liklike a prawn. looks more like a lobster. taste weird too. didn't like it. after dinner had gastric pain. it hurts alot. hmm. did finish all my homework. ok. i think that's all. very tired, going to sleep after this. bye.


heyhey. can't woke up this morning again. then have lessons and so on la. after sch decided not to stay back for the floorball thingy. then took bus back lo. bus number 9 got alot of people lo. irritating. when i want to alight the bus that time got someone push me eh. stupid la.so anxious to get out of the bus for what. need to push meh. then my left side the person push me first. after that the right side one also push me. in the end i stand in the middle and kind of screaming. haha. need wait for everyone to get down the bus first then i can go down. so sad. then went mac for awhile. actually also not awhile. quite long. went back at around 5+. forget to buy something again. done my homework. oh ya. need to remember to wear my tie tomorrow. haven't tie yet. haha. gonna tie later. ok. today was quite nice. happy=) and quite sad=( haha. alright. i think that's all. bye.


hey. in the morning got the fitness test thingy. i failed eh. stupid! i run until 5. something eh. left little bit lo. irritating! hai.nvm. after sch went alicia's house with shi hui. played with her dog. so cute. then waited for clare to come then go tm together. walk walk for awhile then met up with alicia's friend and her friend's friends. ok, very confusing. i also don't know what i'm talking. anyway, played for awhile then went home. ok. that's all.

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heyhey. woke up at 11+ today. went for maths tuition at 4pm until 5.30pm. then after that got english until 7pm. so long. sit until very tired. then i tell you all! when i just step out of my tuition centre then got one guy ride the skateboard very fast then the skateboard kind of go past my toe. stupid right. hurt until like don't know what lo. but he kept saying sorry. and it was kind of him to ask if i'm alright. so it's ok. then went home. i just ask my aunt where my mother go then she raise her voice at me. scary. so didn't bother le la. didn't eat dinner. wanted to ask someone if he can accompany me go eat. but didn't ask in the end. nvm la. hmm. got alot of homeworks to do. gonna do it later or maybe tomorrow. ok. i think that's all. bye.


heyhey. didn't eat dinner last night. cause felt bloated. even in the morning i wasn't hungry so didn't eat breakfast too. i realise that this few days i eat very little then eat little bit full le. quite weird. don't know why too. maybe don't have appetite. then morning in sch got the chinese test thingy. i think that it was difficult lo. many words didn't even know how to read. never even see them before. i find the paper difficult. maybe becuase never do chinese things for too long. i think will not do well for this paper. then went for recess and went hall after that. toured around the sch for some time. not very long. the peer leaders lead us the way. then went back hall play whacko. played for some time then went to the parade ground to play with my whole class and some teachers. it was okok la. many classes were there too. in fact i think almost all sec 1. after sch went to alicia's house to put bag then went for lunch with her and elizabeth.her dogs very cute. was real full. i didn't eat alot actually but still so full. then went back her house take bag and stay for awhile then go back sch for the cca fair thingy. not gonna say what cca i chose=P quite unexpectable. then my sis drove me back home. went for tuition at 6pm. i know everyone in my class=) haha. ok. i think that's all. bye.


hey. today lessons still ok la. not too bad. then waited for bus 14 after sch. 2 buses came but didn't manage to board cause too many people. too many people until the bus driver didn't even open the door. arranged to meet bertha at mac. was quite late already so no choice but to walk to the mrt station. was 1 stop away. walked until leg pain, head pain, whole body pain. haha. took bus 12 back. there were alot of people too. then went mac. got bertha, jason, jolene and shy. stayed at mac for awhile then went back home. very tired today.

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wow. it has been a long time since i updated. ok. let's start with today then. arranged to meet alicia, regine and elizabeth in the morning. then in class sat with alicia. my eyes felt tired after a few lessons. maybe because not used to wearing specs for long hours. my mum asked if i wanna wear contact lenses but still considering. anyway it's not very good for the eyes. and quite inconvenient too. later got strong wind then blow it away. haha, that's what my mum say, not me=P but wearing specs is as inconvenient. then at 12.45pm, went to hall for assembly. the discipline mistress very pervertic eh. haha. funny. then after school went for lunch with alicia and elizabeth. had lunch at 2+. was real full. after that took some pics with alicia and elizabeth. looked terrible in both pics. took bus number 9 with alicia. then went mac for a little while before going home. luckily my dad not at home if not i'll be dead? but he did call home to ask about my sis, not me? haha. didn't eat much for dinner cause was real full. now still feeling bloated. i think that's all for today.
let's talk about yesterday. waited for yesterday to come quickly but it didn't turn out right. sad and disappointed. hmm. 5 days? or even less than that? was really a pity. anyway, these 5 days were wonderful. didn't really get what it meant. alright, i'll just stop here.