Sunday, August 24, 2008
hmm...went for tuition early in the morning..not very early actually..but to me..it is VERY early..cannot sleep late..quite sad..then today not in a very good mood..got up then not happy le..just like last night..went for tuition for the whole 1 and ahalf hour also never laugh..although teacher say joke but i just can't bring myself to laugh..it is obviously not myself!!!!! arh!!!! how i wish nothing happened..but i can't bring myself to think that way..then later he called..want to just tell him..but can't bring myself to say it out..so i just say nothing..hai...when can i be myself???nvm...i will just let the star lead my way...tell me what to do...and give me a solution..