hey. hi. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MUMMY! haha. ok. on sunday i went out the whole day with my family. but luckily managed to finish my homework.

yesterday had pe. some people had to retake their stations and so on la. so teacher let us play some games on our own. alicia and shi hui borrowed a basketball from teacher. since i got nothing to do so i went to play with them. haha. can't imagine. but they are not so rough so it's ok. haha. kept laughing. so funny. then i don't know how and when did song jun and amirza appeared at the bench or whatever you call that. then they joined us too. 2boys and4girls. haha. fun. amazingly song jun can still play so well with just one hand. haha. oh ya. his PINK cast or whatever it's called is
nice. i mean the colour is nice. haha. then after that recess, history and so on la.

today in the morning was raining heavily. i was like wondering how to walk to school. but in the end the rain stopped when the bus reached the bus stop. so lucky yea? haha. during PG lesson had a bad scolding from miss lim. scary. other lessons were boring as usual. after school ate, went to the library, changed into pe. went to the indoor sports hall and realised that there's nobody inside. so went home instead. ok. think that's all. bye..

what's meant to be yours, will always be yours.
evem if you did that because of others, you chose it.
so what else can i do?
you were my sweetest dream. but dreams are not reality.
you don't know and you wouldn't know,
we are not and we will never be.
so i guess it's impossible.
i'm lost. lost in everything.
i'm sick. sick of everything.
and i'm struggling...
struggling with everything.